Having a bad day today.
Nights (and weeks/months/years) of disturbed sleep and not enough sleep are getting to me. Despair at how I am still feeding C back to sleep about half the time and how she is still waking numerous times almost every night.
Struggling with guilt that I am falling apart a bit as Adriano also needs some time off as he is exhausted and has a bad cold. Grateful that right now he is putting me first even so.
Feeling very tearful and self-doubting. Lack of sleep is a powerful thing.
On the bright side it is beautiful weather and C is now crawling forwards.
We had a great holiday last week which I might post more about soon.
Pic of G on the way to a party this afternoon.
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